Fuck, i haven't written for such a long time. howzitdoin? schoolsgoinokay. no, i'm not drunk but thisizwhati'dsoundlikefiwaz. ya whatevery. Fuck everything. just need to vent without mom getting mad at my language. Incubus is cool, Linkin Park is cool, currently I'm identifying with Limp Bizkit (sorry, can't remember lyrics, minds too blury
I'ts just one of those days
everybody sucks

AAAH

How do you make sock puppets commit suicide? For our Othello scene we are using sock puppets. Othello is no longer black. He is now navy blue. Annie, come see it during your free on Friday. It is funnyish. Nike shocks don't boing much. They are pretty though. G'day y'all.

I have a less-than-twentyfour-hour-old cousin named Gabriel. just telling you.

hello. I haven't written in a while. Today is my brother's birthday. I went to disneyland on monday. Pluto is my boyfriend. Rand al'Thor is really cool. I like to read. I want to dye my hair pink this summer, so does annie. we'll go do that together. I want to dye my hair a bluish-black for now because we are alowed to. Lauren wants to dye her hair a reddish colour. we'll probably do that together. I can't understand why i haven't started driving school yet. I am kinda sorry that i spoke bad about my brother earlier. He is really cool. Just sometimes he needs to grow up. Last night we had a very serious talk about our sucky parents. Ha!
Well, fucking goodbye everyone!

Okay reader, i think I may have scared you last time. I scared myself a bit. My mom is sick now. I think i may be but i am ignoring it because i don't want to join the whiny bunch. last night in my nice long bath mom came and whined about how fucking sick she was. My family annoyes the fuck out of me. Oh well. maybe everyone will leave me alone next week! (a.k.a finals)
Bye!

by the way everyone, finals suck. I think i should be happy about the fact that my french teacher loves me, but it gets fucking anoying sometimes ("oh my god! another check plus!" WHopdedoo). I wish all my teachers could like me that much. I'd rather get moderate grades in all my classes than get an A in french and something low (i'm not sure what) in all my other classes. I don't give a fuck how good i am in french. It may just be my mothers elementery school rubbed off on me (le lycee francais du London or some fucking thing like that.) anyway, i'll never be good in school (generally that is) because frankly I don't CARE what grades i get.

Right now I am and overly desperate and horny 15 year old bitch who's never had a fucking boyfriend. If I don't find a guy soon, I may go out on the streets and sell myself (a.k.a become a fucking whore). I am in an extraordinarily strange mood right now. Seriously, all girls schools fuck you up. Even a year ago I never thought I'd be this insane!
Friend people reading this, don't get too worried. also, if you know any cute guys, GIVE ME THEIR NUMBERS QUICK!!!
Wow. I'm laughing at myself now. Maybe even knowing a boy as a friend may save me from the abyssimal depths of my awful deprivation.
BTW, my birthday was 2 days ago

Fucking Birthday to me
Fucking Birthday to me
Fucking birthday to Daniela the Horny Bitch
Fucking Birthday to me

god, I have a very low self esteem right now. what the fuck, i need to stop this or I'll go insane with my fucking self-pity.
Goodbye! I'm going to babysit my mother who's so depressed about her fucking bad back and my 12-going-on-3 whining, shouting, brother.
Life as a 15 year old kinda sucks.

you call me strong
you call me weak
but still your secrets
i will keep

-3 doors down, kryptonite

please say this is true for you, reader, that you will keep my secrets. It may sound strange since this is a public thing but I just don't want my parents to know about this. They would blow up if they found out some of the things i say here, no matter how trivial it may sound. I use this as a way to vent my troubles to my friends without my parents knowing. that is why i use my mothers computer. On my computer, every website i go to is shown on my fathers computer at work. I have a feeling he also reads my e-mail. I need something private from my family, so please don't tell them about this. THank you!!
   Daniela